Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in Katie Bell's InsaneJournal:

Friday, January 1st, 2010
5:41 pm	This sucks I am not about to go into details of this, but let's just go on by saying that this holiday was the worst I have ever had. Only because that I ended up having the misfortune of getting some news, not face to face mind you, but via an owl post. This person did not have the guts to tell me face face. I am never one to believe one thing and another, so I did the one thing I should not have done. I went to the club that he normally goes to and what do I find? Him with another girl and they were a little too close for my taste so I confronted him, and the answer hurt more than the letter did. According to him he has been dating this girl for at least 3 months and we been engaged for almost a year. I seriously felt like somneone had ripped out my heart. I loved the two timing bastard. And what does he do? Cheat on me as if our love never meant a thing! I gave up quidditch in Ireland to be with him and now that this happened, I think I am going to take a pernament vacation there and change my name and make sure no one has ever heard of the name Katie Bell. I doubt that will ever change a thing, but I will say that I have spent the past 2 weeks crying over every memory I had of him. The times we went out together, and when we were intimate and all that. It's been really hard and I feel like I am living in someone's life and not my own. It's like I am watching on the sideines and see life happen but I am the one who is really living in this reality. My Christmas was wrecked because of him. Mum was hoping for an egagement party where we would announce it to family, but look what happened. I been shut up in my room and unmoveable. I have not even gone out of the house at all. I don't think I want to since everything I do reminds me of him. I can only hope that the coming year can help me get over him, but I am not getting my hopes up. I need a drink or something to make me forget. I hate love. ~Katie Current Mood: depressed (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 14th, 2009
4:07 pm	Message to Chrys Since i heard through the grape vine that Hogwarts alumni are allowed to go to the ball, how about going with me? Marcus is going with Elladora. Maybe we can all meet up and what not? If you don't want to go then we can find something else fun to do. Just thought this would be a good way for all of us to get together and what not. Let me know if you like the idea. I'll see you later tonight. Love you. ~Kait~ (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 22nd, 2008
9:59 pm	Quidditch and being home Well, I am offically home. I never realized how much I have missed being at home until I arrived at home through the Floo network. I think I nearly knocked over my father when I came flying through the fireplace. But my welcoming was well recived and Mum launched into a whole speel how I should accompany her to various fucntions for the Ministry. I told her no. I love my mother to death, and I respect what she does, but that is not my cup of tea. I didn't come home to have her show me off like she always does. I have grown up knowing her friends and their children, but for the moment I just want to be able to relax and re-connect with my friends that I have not seen in ages. But for the most part I am glad to be home. It was just like I remember it, and it really feels like home. After a welcome home dinner with my family I finally met up with Chrys at my flat and let me go by saying that I can get used to that. Now that I am living in London, everything is falling into place. Sure I'll need to find another job, but I am sure there is something I can do. All I have to do is look. We'll see what I find, yes? But the fun thing is that I am participating in the all star game. I really think it's for a really good cause and playing for charity makes it even better. And I'll be playing against Chrys. That should be interesting. But then again, I always played against him while in school so nothing will change much, except for the fact we are actually in a relationship during the game. I know I will be able to keep my head in it, but the thing is that what will happen. But friendly competition never hurt anyone, and I am excited to play and all that good stuff. The cool thing is that Liam Moon is doing the commerating. I have not heard him since Hogwarts so it will feel like old times. I have been doing a lot of practicing for the game as well as flying around during my free time. You all shouldn't be suprised that old habits will never die, espeically someone as dedicated to the game as I am. Maybe I'll go back to playing for Ireland. We'll have to see how that ship flies, now wont we? I guess that is all for me. Angie, we really need to hang out and soon. It feels like its been ages since we spent time together. Let me know when you are free next. Chrys, have I told you I really like comming home to find that you are still there? ~*~Kait~*~ Current Mood: cheerful (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 30th, 2008
12:28 am	I was not expecting this... {Private to self, but close friends and Chrys can break} Wow.. I never expected this would happen to me. But am I happy about the sudden change in my life? You better beleive I am. If I could go back in time and have this moment repeated I would do it in a heartbeat. I don't think any amount of Quidditch played escalates to how happy I am at the present moment. And in case most of you are wondering, I might as well tell you what the heck I am talking about I might as well tell you all from the beginning. Ireland played the Falcons this weekend and being the good person I am, i invited some of my friends to come to the game. I am not sure if any of them came or not, but I was happy that Chrys came to see me play. I admit that the Falcons are a hard team to beat, but somehow Ireland beat them, and we ended up winning. I almost got hit by a bludger, luckily the beaters were paying attention otherwise I would have had a bludger to the head during the game. But that's part of the game. I was happy we won though. Nothing prepared me for the suprise I got once I saw Chrys. He proposed to me, and I happily said yes. I would have said it in a million different ways and it still wouldn't have mattered because I want to marry him. I know I will be happy with him, not than I am right now, but being committed to him is scary, but I know that we will be happy together. And my mother is not planning anything. This is my wedding and I am doing it the way Chrys and i want to. If she has anything to say about it, she will get hell from me. But overall, I am happy. I would not trade this for anything in the world. {End Private} I will be comming home to England for good in the next few days. I figure since I am missing home I will come home and see if I can make something of myself. England is a big place and I have worked at Diagon Alley before, so finding a job won't be so hard. I know I will miss playing for Ireland, but I think it is time to come home. I miss my family more than anything in this world as well as my friends. I need to be with them as well as Chrys too. I think it is safe to say that my life will be perfect once I come home. I'll have my flat and everything else that I could possibly want. Sorry for sounding sappy, but I can't help but feel really happy at the present moment. I will miss playing pro, but I am thinking that this is for the best. And since Cho may have that team up and running, I will still have Quidditch in my life no matter what. I'll just have to find another job, and I know it wo't be hard to find. And now I am off to prepare to come back to London. Look out, Katie Bell is back! ~*~Katie~*~ Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: "Angel Boy" Tim McGraw (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 24th, 2008
2:26 pm	Back to the real world... It's been a while since I have written, and with good reason too. I am back in Ireland, and ready to knock some chasers off their brooms with the games we are playing. We play the Falcons next week, and that should be really interesting since we beat the Harpies yesterday. 345 to 123. Not a bad score I should say so myself. Since nearly half of them were by yours truly. And besides, playing Quidditch has kept my mind occupied since I keep thinking about home and I been wanting to go back more than I realize. of course I miss my family, but I never imagined that I would end up missing someone else. Since Chrys is house sitting my house for me, I thought I would be okay. Well, I am okay physically, but mentally I find myself missing Chrys more than I should. Half of me wonders if he feels the same, and I really hate being so far away with him all the way in England. I love Quidditch, but part of me wonders if this is enough for someone I really care about. All I can do is take it one day at a time and hope that everything will be okay. If next week can get here fast enough. I'll be comming home for a weekend and hopefully I will be able to see everyone again. Word has reached me that Alicia is back. And if this is true, I am very glad cause that will mean the trio will be reuinted once again. It has been ages since i have seen Lica, and part of me forgot what she looks like, though I know she is blonde, but she changes her looks more than I do, and that is saying something. Kidding, Lica! You know I love you. Anyway, I missed her and Angie so I am happier knowing I have my friends around. Hopefully we can rally some girls together one of these days and have a girls night out. I think it would be fun. Well, once I get home long enough to actually do this. I never thought I would miss home as much as I do now. But I have no regrets being a pro Quidditch star. I am living my dream and that is all that matters. And I think that is all for me. I shall write more soon. ~*~Kait~*~ Current Mood: contemplative (21 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 4th, 2008
4:10 pm	I really need to stop being so forgetful.. And as my subject line says, I really have to stop that. It's been ages since I have written and I am not even sure why. I guess I have been so busy with Quidditch and everything else that I have forgotten to write in here. I feel so lost half the time. I come home every now and then, and even when I am home, I feel lost. I am not even sure what is going on anymore. Maybe it is a good thing, but who really knows. Maybe it is a good thing that I am a professioanl quidditch player. But I do miss home more than I ever thought I would. Espeically Hogwarts and my mother and father. They seem to be doing well despite everything which is good, since I dont have to worry as much. Then again I worry anyway, so why break the cycle now? As for quidditch it is going good. We suffered a huge loss to Bulgaria, but then again that team has always been a hard header when it came to the game so I am not suprised they beat us in the slightest. We'll come back and sweep them. Now we head to New Zealand and play their home team so we'll see how good they are when it comes to quidditch. I am betting that Ireland will win, since we are pretty good, and with me as the star chaser, anything can happen. After this game I will go home for a week or two. Maybe I'll run into old classmates and what not. I miss everyone I used to hang out with, espically Angelina and Alica. I wonder what they are up to these days.. It seems like forever since I have heard from either one. As well as my other former Gryffindors. Hopefully they are doing well too. I guess I have done enough rambling for now. Come find me in Dublin if you are in the area. Otherwise, I'll be in London before you know it. I will write more soon. ~*~Katie~*~ Current Mood: indifferent (16 Comments |Comment on this)